1. |
die happy
02:15
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I figure maybe I’ll die happy
I figure maybe I’ll die fast
Of all the time we have together
How much of it is spent alone?
Baby you sure hit it home
When you talk about how sad you are
What are you so afraid of?
Only running from yourself
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2. |
I.
04:10
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He said, “You two can’t be friends anymore.”
But I’ll probably never admit that it’s true
Even on a good day, I’m still not enough
I’m filling the gaps between me and you
My body is a temple in ruins
“Are you two even friends anymore? Were you friends at all?”
I can’t admit if it’s true, cause I don’t know
Even on a good day, you’re too much
You’re digging the gaps between me and you deeper
Don’t push me away
No lines only gray
Do sons follow their fathers in both name and act?
You keep letting me down
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3. |
II.
03:04
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It’s just the way that it all went down
And how you didn’t acknowledge it
You never really said I’m sorry
And you know this
I let you get away with one too many
But I can’t get away from you
You’re too prideful to be good to me
And I’m too stubborn to even leave or let you speak
Oh please just speak to me because
I’m not gonna beg on my knees for you to love me
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4. |
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You lost your cool again today
I thought my friends would hold me back
Swinging in the dark
Didn’t know I was swinging on myself
I’ve never had a black eye before or a bloody lip that I didn’t already give myself
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5. |
notice
04:55
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The streets are cold and callous here
And I’m dying, I’m trying to talk to you
But you’re hanging me out to dry
In a blizzard in December
And I’m freezing
All my emotions
Never again
But at least I’m not alone as I feel in my head
The streets are cold and callous here
And I’m trying, I’m dying to talk to you
But you’re hanging me out to dry
In a blizzard in December
And I’m freezing
All my emotions
Never again
At least I’m not alone as I feel in my head
But you’re so far away you would never notice
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6. |
broken spanish
03:01
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My broken Spanish
Meets your broken English
Meets my broken heart
‘cause I never had a chance, no we never had the chance
Sat on the edge of your bed
Watched the Mississippi rain turn to snow
I’m never gonna see you again, I know
Driving through the Mississippi snow
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7. |
fickle
03:25
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You destroy everything you touch
We’ve touched so much that I
I’ve got thicker skin
You don’t scare me anymore
So why don’t you kill me?
So I won’t have to do it myself
If it were up to me I’d suffocate right here in this bed
So let me hold you at arms length
If I don’t bash your brains in, how else will I know what you’re thinking?
How else?
Fickle lover
Lights out so you can’t see your shadow
Are you gonna give me a heads up this time?
Fickle lover
At arms length
Are you gonna give me a heads up this time?
Fickle lover
Are you gonna give me a heads up this time?
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